I am alone, No friend No love No girl friend. I have to keep myself not to gone crazy sometime by tried to work on hobbies many many of hobbies. looking for happy thought so that keep my mind busy. it was no fun at all
I have plan on myself and keep talk to myself that someday I will have money and go back to Thailand and be the hotel owner by the beach and stay there the rest of my life.
I save money and keep life in the low profile in US, stay away from problem but you know life is tough if you have no one to care or love around you.
I put myself too hard and sometime has been to deep problem myself want to help people and did good for someone else but I got the problem back.
It was stupid but who know. nobody understand why it happened to me but it was the life changing experience and downturn of my life. imagine that live with low in-come but I live trough it and manage myself not to brake down. been sad.
That's about it for today.