Sometime I did think that I was lost.

"Over the years, I have learned to take advantage of this new found freedom to explore new ideas and opportunities. This freedom doesn’t appear at first but only after a period of weeks (sometimes months) where I reflect back, clear my mind and accept what is happening to me and then think about what may be next. This isn’t a time to feel sorry for yourself but rather a time to gain internal strength and confidence for what lies ahead. "

That what I found some statement that seem to be match of my thought right now. I found myself lost in the transition between something I used to do and something I would eventually end up doing.